Friday, June 25, 2010

The Climb

By days end, I was in a deep dark place yesterday.
I can't explain what sends me there.
If I could, I would never go again.
But I could feel it coming on.
Whispering in my ear all day long.
So that by the time the kids were in bed
I was a crying, useless heap on the couch.

Matt held me and asked what was wrong.
"I don't know. Nothing. Everything. Nothing," I replied.

With that awesome response, he did what every awesome, caring husband would do.
Held me some more and turned on the TV.
The Hangover was on.
(this video has some spoilers and not so nice language. So watch appropriately!)

I laughed.
Over and over.
There in Mateo's strong arms, my climb back out of the darkness began.
He truly is my rock. My favorite.

Today is brighter.
Cause I woke to these three.
Happy. Beautiful. And All Mine.

But I'm still climbing.
Fueled by Miley's Liberty Walk blasting throughout the house while I clean.
"Feeling your heart again, Breathing new oxygen.
Free yourself, slam the door, not a prisoner anymore."

(PS - this is video of the concert I WAS AT Monday night!! It's not my video...but Mateo and I were this close! It was amazing. Upside to being the oldest person at a Miley concert at the House of line at the bar. Matt left to get us a beer and was back in under 2 minutes! HA. Click HERE and HERE for two more. I love.)

Donuts, Diet Coke and a picnic at the park for Megan's last day of school are also helping my ascent.
The fact that Laura admitted to having Bieber Fever definitely makes the climb more fun too!
Molly hollering into our oscilating fan "Luuuuke, I am your Faaaaa-ther!" ain't half bad either.

Hope everyone has an awesome weekend!
Ours is jammed packed with FUN.
My prayer is that I have the right heart, mind and energy to enjoy it all.
"We're gonna get it...when we live it."


mel @ the larson lingo said...

Love you & praying for you. Days like that are no fun. God is good, all the time. Just remember that!
Sounds like you need a girls trip to nor cal :)

JuliaVP said...

Yes Yes Yes! this has been me the past few days... minus the gorgeous husband and fantastic kiddos... hmmm

Polka Dot Moon said...

Maybe it was something in the air, cause I had the same problem yesterday. Thank heavens for hubby's that know how to make it better and fabulous kiddos too!

Heather | Cookie Mondays said...

LOL- Mel stole my comment!
I think a NorCal trip would really help :)

Have a great weekend!

love said...

can i come on that NorCal trip with you?!

praying for you. joy, peace, lightness.

love ya, friend.

i'm going to listen to your miley right now as i fold honor of you. =)

mommyholly said...

Days like these are the worst. But what matters is picking yourself up and carrying on, just like you did. :) And of course, Miley music can't hurt your mood either, right? SO SO SOOOOO jealous of you and that concert, by the way. I adore her.
Have a fabulously fun weekend, my friend!!!
xoxox Holly

Ashley said...

yep yep and yep...totally know what you mean. Life can be overwhelming. Praise the Lord that He is in CONTROL!!!

Hope your weekend is great with your family :)

Mariah said...

Been there. It's not a fun place to be. Seeing my healthy glowing children always reminds me of happiness and joy in the world... and reminds me that just having them alone is enough to make all ok. Thank you for sharing so honestly. It's what brings me back to your blog. It's real. Authentic. Comforting to know that we aren't alone out there in this crazy world!

Life with Kaishon said...

They are the cutest things ever.

Heather :: AFD Jewelry :: said...

:( I have so been there a few times lately. I'm sorry - it is the worst. {Tony actually took the day off of work yesterday because I told him I was thisclose to losing my sh*t}

BIG hugs to you, and remember you are so not alone inthis crazy journey known as motherhood.


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